AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =O

OMFG im starting to get really scared about my future oh how time fly it seems like just yesterday i was playing barbies with my sister Chloe and starting secondary school and now im leaving =O

so yer i need to decide what course i want to do im really starting to worry and it feels like im the only one because everyone else is so excited and im not gonna lie it scares the hell out of me =O

and do not worse November is when we need to start to give in application forms DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG TILL NOVEMBER LIKE 2 WEEKS OMFG

and do you know what else is so crap i hate it cos my bloody sister knew what she wanted to do and heres me stressing out about it i just feel like do you know what i wont go school i will go find a job but i know that's not aloud and i know that's not what i wanna do and i know it will just be the easy way out and nothing ever comes from taking the easy way out i know what i have to do it just that im just to lazy to do it i need to like just go and look

do you know what else is pissing me off careers meeting WTF just cos i was born with a last name begging with S i really don't think i should be punished for it and nearly always being last for everything i just so unfair its not my fault thats my dads last name begins with S so i think its very unfair that i get punished for it so yer because i have a last name begging with S i haven't had my bloody careers meeting so i don't know hat course i need to do and i dont know which bloody college will be the best for what i wanna do AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH it pisses me off so much.

thanks for reading

well im gonna go now speak to you later

over and out

xxxxx